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Whenever I’m standing on a subway platform, I play this game: I hover near a person I think is cute and try to slowly make my way over to him so we get in the same car. Like most of the girls in my class, I wanted attention from the boys.When we do, I look his way every so often to see if he’s staring back, to see if we’ve got what my best friend and I call “the affinity,” a mutual acknowledgement that we one another. But while they chased after blondes and brunettes, I was ignored.In the past, I’d have sought that comfort out in a white man, but that night I knew it wouldn’t be enough.
But for the first time in my adult life, I'm single and not looking. My ex husband did a major number on me when he left.I intend to answer a few pertinent questions that have been on my mind for a very long time, around the subject of dating and relationships.Quite an assertion to make I know, yet it is one that requires honest introspection into your characteristics and mannerisms. I've been divorced for over six years now, and I'm not in a relationship. There have been a few beaus, a couple more serious than the others, some purely physical. Everything I read about divorce seems to have a message: if you are divorced, you need to date. Fresh divorcees fret about it, as though there is a deadline for finding new love, a relationship version of the old biological clock that is ticking ominously in the background.But right now, and for the past several months, I've been absolutely, completely, 100% unattached. That their lives will not be complete until they have someone on the other side of the bed every single night.